mmmm waking up to sunshine is always the best!

mmmm waking up to sunshine is always the best!

wow! thats such a neato bedroom!

wow! thats such a neato bedroom!

want.

want.

 My best friend Krisel & I? Capri Island? I think so! Can’t wait till JULY! 

 My best friend Krisel & I? Capri Island? I think so! Can’t wait till JULY! 

Lately my bed has been the only place I can truly be somewhat ok; that is, if I am actually able to sleep. The moment when I fall asleep and nothing fills my mind. A void, a blank empty space, that’s the best. It’s normally the moment I wake up and remember everything that has happened, that’s the worst.  I try so hard not to think about it, but I can’t and it hurts so bad. I want to be ok, but I can’t. This has probably been the hardest life lesson thus far.
I will get over it, I know I will.
These things just take time.

Lately my bed has been the only place I can truly be somewhat ok; that is, if I am actually able to sleep. The moment when I fall asleep and nothing fills my mind. A void, a blank empty space, that’s the best. It’s normally the moment I wake up and remember everything that has happened, that’s the worst.  I try so hard not to think about it, but I can’t and it hurts so bad. I want to be ok, but I can’t. This has probably been the hardest life lesson thus far.

I will get over it, I know I will.

These things just take time.

perfect.

perfect.

hahaha…

hahaha…

sleep (◡‿◡✿)